So tomorrow I'm heading over to Park Place Mall to apply at Bench. I am so desperate for a job at this point that'd I'd apply anywhere. Okay, that's a lie. I'm trying to stick with retail. I'd love to work in the mall! The best part is that I can work full time, so it'll give me an upside when applying to places.
Damn, I really hope I get a call back. I haven't even handed in an application and I'm excited. That's... Kind of sad.

Anyways...

Devin and I are finally speaking again. Hurrah! The silence has ended, no more sad Cherron. Not that anyone really noticed I was upset. Most everyone is too absorbed with their own lives, which doesn't bother me of course, but sometimes I wish that the people I try so hard to help through rough times would do the same for me. I hate fighting in relationships, it hits a soft spot in my heart after all the things that went down with Matt. Oh well, the point is that the fighting has ended and the issues have been resolved. Maybe not I'll stop having bad dreams and get some real sleep! That'd be nice... My 15 hour nap the other day wasn't particularly satisfying. >_< Not with the waking up every 3 hours. Note to self: The upstairs couch is NOT a proper sleeping spot. Just a good way to give myself a head ache...

I am so blown away with how many babies were born this month. First, my cousin Matt and his wife Erin have their daughter Emily. Next, my cousin Chris (Matt's older brother, actually) and his girlfriend Jocelyn have their son, Kyler. Then Kenzi and Joey with Kyson Joseph. Miranda and Daniel with Carter Marie. Like, holy crap! So many little people! This year in general has been filled with them. It's a sign! ...okay, maybe not a sign. Signs usually have a point. But it is making me realize that I'm getting old. With all my friends having kids, and my cousins that aren't that much older than I am. Oh god... Soon enough I'll be having my own. Oh god. Messy, messy babies... AHHH!

Okay, I'm over reacting. I'm not too worried. But still, it's strange.