I haven't blogged for a couple weeks, due to an unexpected heart break. I had lost the inspiration to write, or do anything of the creative sorts. I'm finally starting to heal, so I've decided to finally post.
Before I get into the venting about emotions, I suppose I could update our (0) followers on what I've been up to in my absence.
I went and saw Part 1 of the last Harry Potter movie. Definitely need to read all the books, and re watch the first 5 movies BEFORE I go to see part 2 next year. SPOILER ALERT: I cried when Dobby died. Since I didn't read the books, it came to me as a shocker. The entire movie was actually a shocker. It was so different from the first five, that it caught me off guard.
Judgement: I don't know if I enjoyed it or not. I'll give an opinion after I read the books and re watch the other movies.
Hmm, what else have I done the last few weeks?
I watched the CFL Grey Cup Game (Football) on Sunday. Definitely was not happy that Montreal beat the Saskatchewan Roughriders. My day was already bad enough, thank you.
I'm going mind blank here, so I'll just skip right to the venting portion of this post.
I am so sick of men, and their bullshit! I thought forever meant forever, not tomorrow or today. Clearly promises mean nothing to the guys I date, anymore. Since I have yet to see a promise being kept.
In the beginning of my heart break, I was definitely feeling the pain. It was the most intense pain I had ever felt, that it made me sick to my stomach. I was unable to go to school for the first couple days because of the pain/illness.
After a while, I began to let go. But I've found myself being very unable to open up to specific people now. My new greatest fear, is being abandoned. Which is why I've chosen not to get close to anyone. If I don't care about anyone - then it wont hurt to lose them.
Honestly, I haven't a clue what else to write. I haven't fully regained my inspiration yet, so my mind and skills are not back to their usual selves.
Avito.
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Cherron
